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THE LITTLE #ANGEL WHO COULDN’T SING

The Little #Angel Who Couldn’t Sing

A History of this story: Many years ago a little boy died only hours after he was born. Benji was Betty’s only child. Betty was an elder who lived with my wife and I until her death from emphysema a few years ago. Like me, Betty was a #writer. Her voice is unique. A couple of weeks before she died, she Gifted all of her work to me. Though #Christianity was Betty’s religion, not mine, we always respected each others’ beliefs.  And I have the greatest respect for Betty’s work.  I hope you enjoy, and share, this beautiful story that Betty wrote. I know she would be pleased.

Written by Betty Matney/edited by Aya Walksfar

Little Angel huddled, shivering and sobbing, in the shadow of a large bank of dirty clouds outside of Heaven’s Gate.  Gusts of cold north wind tugged at his mud-spattered robe and tangled the feathers of his wings, forcing him to burrow deeper into his hiding place.  He knew he should get up and go home, but he couldn’t face his friends.   If it didn’t get any colder, he’d sneak home after dark.

Suddenly, he stopped crying and raised his head to listen.  Voices drifted across the clouds.  He curled into a tighter ball and lay very still.  He didn’t want any of the angels to find him.

A deep voice spoke briskly.  “I tell you I heard someone crying.”

There was a mumbled response Little Angel couldn’t hear very well.

Even closer this time, the deep voice said,  “I know how happy everyone is, but I also know crying when I hear it.”

Whoever it was they were nearly at his bank of clouds.  He covered his head with his wings and held his breath.

Big feet shuffled to a stop and the deep voice said,  “What do we have here?”

He slowly raised his head and peeked over the edge of his wing.  His blue eyes popped wide.  God Himself stood looking down at him.

Holding his long, gray, wind-tossed hair out of His eyes with one hand, He bent over and held His other hand out to the little angel.  “Come out of there, little one.”

He lowered his wing and God pulled him out of his hole.  He stood there, robe wrinkled and dirty, gold halo tilted over his right ear, eyes cast down.  God knelt on one knee.  With a finger under Little Angel’s chin, He lifted his face.  “How old are you, little one?”

He mumbled,  “Seven years old, Sir.”

“So, on the day when joy is almost tearing this old place apart, why are you down here, alone and crying?”  Gently, He wiped the tears away with the end of the green sash wrapped around His waist.

Little Angel bit his trembling lower lip to keep from crying again.

God twisted His head around and looked up at the other adult angel.  “Aren’t all the angels practicing their singing for the performance tonight?”

The other angel looked flustered.  “Yes, Sir.  They are supposed to be, Sir.”

God turned His kindly eyes on Little Angel.  “Does that have something to do with why you’re crying?”

Tears filled his eyes as he nodded.  “I…I can’t…” He sniffled and wiped his nose with the sleeve of his robe.  “I can’t sing!”  Tears spilled down his cheeks.  “The chorus master said I can’t carry a tune.  I should just fly around and hum, but I shouldn’t hum too loud.”  He threw his arm across his face and wailed into his sleeve.  “I don’t want to just hum!  I want to do something important like everyone else!”

God sighed and pushed to His feet.  He patted Little Angel on the head.  “Of course, you do.”

He dropped his arm and stared up at God.  God stood there stroking His thick, white beard.  Finally, God smiled.  He reached over and plucked a few pieces of dirty cloud from the little angel’s red curls.  “You go get cleaned up and meet me at the Pearly Gates in an hour.”

As he took off running, God shouted,  “And straighten up that halo!”

***

Little Angel skidded to a halt in front of God, jolting his halo into a tilt over his right ear.

God reached over and straightened it up.  “You look much better, except you seemed to have missed a few spots on your face.”  God ran a thumb over Little Angel’s cheeks.

He giggled.  “Those are freckles.”

God smiled.  “Ah, so they are.”

He fidgeted.

God chuckled.  “Anxious to find out what you’re doing?  Frankly,”  God’s Voice got very serious.  “I don’t know how we overlooked this task.  It is very important.”

He lifted his chin and drew his shoulders back.

“Do you have your sack of stardust?”

He nodded and lifted the small, red velvet sack hanging from the robe’s tie.

God leaned over and whispered in his ear.

His wings drooped.  “The donkey?  That’s a dumb job.”

God frowned.  “Remember who the donkey is carrying.  But, the donkey is small, so it is important that he have some help with his burden.  Will you help him?”

Little Angel looked up at God with wide eyes.  “Yes, sir.”  He took off running towards a hole in the clouds that would let him drop to earth quickly.  Just as he was diving through, God yelled,  “And straighten up that halo!”

***

Little Angel stood on the side of the road leading to Bethlehem.  Overhead a zillion stars shone, but down here it was dark and cold.  He shivered and pulled his wings around himself.

From around a curve in the road hooves clip-clopped along the frozen ground.  The small donkey staggered a few  steps before it caught itself.  A woman wrapped in a blue cape rode the small creature while a man with a staff walked beside them.  The man walked slowly, now and then patting the donkey’s short neck.  “What a brave little beast you are.”

The donkey’s winter coat was long and fuzzy and very black.  Patches of white hair that matched the hair on its belly, filled its long ears.  It was young, not much more than a baby, really.  And so tired that sometimes its nose dragged the ground.

As the three drew alongside Little Angel, the donkey stopped.  The man rubbed its ears and stood beside it.

Little Angel walked over and placed a hand on its halter.  The donkey lifted big dark eyes to him and groaned.  “I don’t know how much longer I can go on.”

“I will help you.”  Little Angel took the red sack from his belt and knelt.  He dipped his fingertips inside.  When he took them out, they shone with silvery powder.  He swiftly rubbed all four hooves with the silvery powder. “Take a few steps and see if that helps.  Bethlehem is just over that hill.” He pointed towards a  small hill in the distance.

The donkey nodded.  “I’ll try.”  As he stepped forward, he added,  “Your halo’s crooked.”

He straightened up his halo as the donkey took the first short, slow steps.  The donkey twitched its long ears and gave a joyful bray.  “My feet don’t hurt!”

Little Angel jogged next to the donkey as it trotted along the road, nimbly skirting the frozen puddles.

Very soon they reached Bethlehem.  Little Angel waited beside the donkey as the man inquired for a room at inn after inn.  Every place was full until, finally, only one inn was left.  The man sagged with fatigue as he walked to the last door.

The donkey sighed as the man stood talking to the landlord.  “I need something to eat and some water and a place to rest pretty soon. My feet are hurting again.”

Little Angel hugged the donkey.  “I’m sure this is the place we are to stop.  There’s a stable out back.”   He turned and looked at the woman sitting quietly on the donkey.  Her body was bent with tiredness.  He was really glad she hadn’t had to walk.  He turned and gave the donkey another hug.  “You are so brave,” he whispered.

The donkey raised his black nose to Little Angel’s ear.  “The woman’s going to have a baby.  I didn’t think she could walk very far, so I had to try to keep walking for her.”  The donkey sighed.  “Did you know about the baby?”

Little Angel scratched the donkey’s ear.  “Yes, I knew about the baby.”

When the man returned, he led the donkey to the stable behind the inn.  He helped the woman off and spread his own cloak over her as she lay down on a pile of straw.  After she was settled, he took the donkey into another stall to feed and water the animal before returning to the woman, his wife.

Little Angel sat in the corner of the stall as the donkey ate and then tucked his legs under himself to lay down.  “Don’t sleep too soundly,” Little Angel cautioned.  “The celebration will be starting soon.”

He had just finished speaking when a baby cried.  Little Angel rushed to the wall and peeked through the space between two boards.  His eyes widened as the man wrapped the baby in a warm blanket and laid it in the manger next to where the woman lay.  The man stood between the manger and the woman, smiling first at one and then at the other.  The woman’s face shone with happiness as she gazed at her husband and then at the Infant Boy.

The donkey stood next to Little angel, staring through the crack.  “She’s had her baby.”

From far away and above them, singing drifted on the air.  The donkey looked up.  “What’s that?”

A grin stretched Little Angel’s face as he looked up, too.  “That is the angels singing to the shepherds out in the hills.  They are telling them to come to the stable and behold the Child that was born.”

He dropped his eyes to the donkey.  “I have to leave now.”

The donkey nodded.  “Thank you.  I don’t know if I could have made it all this way by myself.”

He gave the donkey a warm hug around its shaggy neck.  “Everyone needs help sometimes.”

As Little Angel flew upwards, the donkey called,  “Hey!  Your halo is….”

He raised both hands and straightened his halo as he flew into the night.  In the distance he heard the final chorus and, all alone, Little Angel began to hum.  As he flew higher, his humming grew louder until, unable to contain his joy, he burst into song.  In a loud, happy voice, and slightly off-key, he added his own heavenly welcome to the Baby lying in the manger.

The End

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Good Intentions

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Bev Ransom thinks her life can’t get any worse after her father dies unexpectedly. At least she has her friend and employer, Rene Lawson, an intriguing older woman whose past is shrouded in mystery. Then, on a day like any other, Bev goes to work and by evening, Rene is dead. Devastated and unable to let go of another loved one, Bev becomes obsessed with unraveling the mysteries that surrounded Rene. When she uncovers a twenty-year old secret, Bev’s world is shattered. Is there anyone she can trust?

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Good Intention Reviews

Reviews:

I am so proud to receive this review from an author I respected and whose writing I love!

Beth Garcia 7:59pm Oct 21
I just finished Aya Walksfar’s novel, “Good Intentions.” Here is my review. I gave it 5 stars, but my computer doesn’t want to copy that part…

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I enjoyed the writing style used for this novel. It was brilliant to write in the first person from many different points of view. I felt as though I knew and understood each character. Missing pieces of their personal stories were slowly filled in as the plot moved along. There were mysteries, because the reader knows there are things yet to be revealed. Too, it’s a coming-of-age story in many ways; a young woman discovers the truth about herself and about her family and comes to realize that the people who love her are her true family whether or not they share her blood.

I don’t want to spoil the plot for others, so I will just say I agree that love is love is love. Humans should love and support each other no matter what and no matter who we choose to love.

This was a great read by a talented author. Kudos to Aya Walksfar!

FIVE FANTASTIC FINDS!

FIVE FANTASTIC FINDS!

I #lovetoread. Always have. I grew up surrounded by violence and beset by poverty. Reading saved my life. That love of reading has never left me.

Today I would like to share five books that I have enjoyed. Perhaps you will, too.

1. The Reluctant Cowboy by #ElizabethGarcia.  (literary, romance, gay) (http://www.westtxwriter.wordpress.com)

As a lesbian woman, I found The Reluctant Cowboy all too real. The issues faced by Jed Petersen are heartbreaking, yet the way he overcomes them reminds me of courageous people in the #LGBT community that I have known.

I highly recommend this book for its honesty and its integrity. It does not gloss over reality, but takes those realities and creates an inspiring story of love and courage. And Elizabeth Garcia does all of this while weaving an intriguing story. I stayed up all night reading it.

2. The Value of Life  by #AndyCrowson (thriller)(http://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/andycrowson)

Young boys are kidnapped. Josef Lindahl , a rookie #detective with a psychology degree, is brought into the case. A ransom note arrives, but there is no monetary amount. That is left up to the parents to decide. Josef believes he knows what the kidnapper wants, but it is guaranteed to cause trouble at police headquarters.

A unique twist to a well-known story line. I love finding books like this.

3. Anathema: Causal Enchantment Series, Book 1 by #K.A.Tucker (paranormal, vampires)(http://www.facebook.com/K.A.Tucker.Author)

Evangeline, a young woman with emotionally distant foster parents and no friends, meets a beautiful older woman, Sofie. Sofie offers what Evangeline craves the most: to connect with someone. She is even willing to overlook Sofie’s erratic and violent behavior, monstrous dogs and terrible nightmares of white-eyed monsters. But what she doesn’t understand could very well get her killed.

Tucker has built complex and interesting characters that I rooted for even when I didn’t like them. I have all three books that are available in this series and anxiously await the final book.

4. The Heat of the Moon by #SandraParshall (Book 1, Rachel Goddard Mysteries)(http://www.sandraparshall.com)

Rachel Goddard, a young veterinarian, is slammed back in time when a client’s dog is hit by a car during a thunderstorm.Flustered, the client leaves her three-year old daughter alone in the clinic’s reception area. The child is  crying, “Mommy! I want Mommy!” when Rachel finds her. The child’s cries trigger a flashback of Rachel with her baby sister, Michelle, abandoned during a thunderstorm at night. Haunted by baffling memories, Rachel seeks the truth behind the flashbacks. Her psychologist mother battles to prevent Rachel’s quest. The heart breaking truth Rachel uncovers forces her to make an unthinkable choice.

Sandra Parshall is a new discovery for me. I am enjoying her books: good  writing, well-developed characters, solid plotlines.

5. The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran (philosophy)

Published September, 1923, this book is considered Gibran’s masterpiece. I discovered it at age 15. For me, it is not so much a masterpiece as it is a book of meditation, a book that forces me to view the world with a different perspective, a book that always enriches me.

One of my favorite passages deals with Gibran’s philosophy about work.

“Work is love made visible.

And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.”

Gibran’s words sit on my heart every time I lay my hands on the keyboard and begin writing. My novels, short stories and poems have indeed been ‘love made visible’.  I hope others find not only entertainment in my work, but also words to take away with them, to turn over in their minds and to perhaps discover a different perspective.

What books do you love?

I would love to hear. Leave a comment here or join me on facebook and share your FANTASTIC FINDS.

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Sketch of a Murder: The Avenger is killing wealthy prominent men. Sergeant Nita Slowater must work with her  contentious superior, Lieutenant Williams, to stop the killer before an innocent man dies.

Dead Men and Cats: Megan Albright and Janie Sampson, a lesbian couple, must stop a murderer who is targeting gay men and cats.

Good Intentions: Bev Ransom’s best friend and employer, Rene, dies unexpectedly. In her quest to learn more about Rene’s mysterious past, Bev uncovers a twenty-year old secret that devastates her. Who can she trust when no one is who they seem to be?

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COVER REVEAL! GOOD INTENTIONS, SECOND EDITION!

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Bev Ransom thinks her life can’t get any worse after her father dies unexpectedly. At least she has her friend and employer, Rene Lawson, an intriguing older woman whose past is shrouded in mystery. Then, on a day like any other, Bev goes to work and by evening, Rene is dead.
Devastated and unable to let go of another loved one, Bev becomes obsessed with unraveling the mysteries that surrounded Rene. When she uncovers a twenty-year old secret, Bev’s world is shattered. Is there anyone she can
trust?

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STAY TUNED FOR RELEASE DATE!

#Interview with Bev Ransom

This week the subject for the #MSH sponsored #blog tour is to interview the main character of our novel. So, today I have asked Bev Ransom whose biography, #Good Intentions, is due out later this month to speak with me.
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Bev, thank you for taking time to talk with me.

(Bev)Oh, sure. When Mom gave me the message I thought it would be interesting.

What are some of the reasons you participated in having a biography of your life written?

(Bev)Well, (she leans forward, arms propped on her thighs, face earnest) there are some things people should think about. I’m not that old, and I don’t have all the answers (she chuckles), but I know how I felt when everything came out in the open like it did.

Yes, that was quite the surprise, wasn’t it? What was the most important thing that occurred during the time sequence covered in your biography?

(Bev) My dad dying.(She glances away and blinks her eyes several times before turning back to face me)

I know how painful this must be for you. Are you okay talking about it?

(Bev gives a brisk nod)Yeah.(Taking a deep breath, she huffs it out and speaks in a stronger voice)Yeah, I’m okay. See my dad was always the one I talked to. Mom got so emotional about everything. But, Dad he was cool. I could discuss stuff with him. Where Mom cried about stuff, Dad would tell me to stop wasting time crying, and use that time to think about what I could do to change whatever it was.

That sounds like good advice.

(Bev)(She shifts around on her chair like she’s uncomfortable with what she needs to say)Well, yeah.Mostly.

What do you mean “mostly”?

(Bev)(Her brows scrunch down and she stares for a moment at her hands, clasped together in her lap) It wasn’t until quite some time after Rene died, and you know, everything else started happening, that I finally realized: with Dad it was all about logic and action, but it was Mom who let me feel.

Sounds like a person needs to do both of those things—think and feel.

(Bev smiles) Yeah, that’s what I learned. Eventually.

What was the second most important thing you learned during that time?

(Bev’s face falls into serious lines)I learned that #family shouldn’t keep #secrets from each other, especially not from their kids.

But aren’t there good reasons to keep things from #children?

(Bev firmly shakes her head) No. If a kid knows what’s going on in the family, we can find a way to cope. It’s when we’re kept ignorant of what is really happening that we get confused by conflicting messages that our parents don’t even realize they are sending out.

(Bev tilts her head and gives me a considering look) Do you know why I wanted my biography to be titled Good Intentions?

(I shake my head)No, I don’t know why you insisted on that title.

(Bev bites her lower lip then speaks) A friend of mine—and I don’t know where the quote came from—but she said, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” That’s what happened to my family. Everyone had good intentions when they made their decisions, especially the decision to keep me in the dark. Those good intentions were like cobblestones set in the street that we were traveling down. And that street led straight to the hell that our lives became.

Wow. That’s a heavy message. (We both take a sip of cold coffee from the mugs we’d forgotten were even there.) There you have it folks. Family secrets, even when they are kept with the best of intentions, can really bring a lot of sorrow to your loved ones. So, whenever you’re tempted to tell your children something less than the truth, please remember how much pain you might eventually cause.

Thank you, Bev, for coming today, and for sharing what has been a painful journey of self-discovery in your biography, Good Intentions.

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Mountain Springs House Publishing, #MSH, will release the second edition of Good Intentions later this month of July. Please stay tuned to this blog for the final release date.

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Homicide Procedures

DID YOU KNOW….?
In the state of Washington, when a body is found or a person witnesses an assault that turns into a homicide:
1.Patrol is dispatched. When s/he arrives, they determine that the assaulted is now a decedent, or confirm there is a dead person.
2.Once confirmed that there is a dead body, it is either an “attended” or “unattended” death.
3.All “unattendeds” are suspicious. Attendeds can be suspicious, or not suspicious as in the case of expected death/terminally ill/elderly.
4.If it is at all suspicious, the scene is “locked down” or “secured”. This means limiting any and all access to the area that appears to be involved. The police start big because they can’t start over. Sometimes that means a block, a room, a house.
5.The scene is secured with anything handy, but generally with police line tape. The police will tie to anything—poles, trees, cars, fences. (FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE! DON’T STAND STILL!LOL!)
6.A scenario: A shooting is reported. Citizen calls in that an altercation occurred in front of her house, there was a shot, a man slumped to the street. She sees people running away from the scene and then getting into a car. Many other calls come in about the same incident. Some give a description of the getaway car.
All area officers respond unless stuck at jail or on other calls. The radio traffic can be insane on such calls. If the officer en route to the call, and closest to it, sees a possible matching suspect vehicle headed away from the area, that officer has to decide whether to chase the vehicle, or continue to the scene. In order to save life, the officer continues to the scene to render aid, but calls in suspect vehicle so other officers and agencies can pursue it. This is a judgment call whether to pursue or continue to scene to render aid.
First responder, a patrol officer, arrives. Due to the nature of the crime, patrol officer tries to park away from the scene. The officer doesn’t stop talking on the radio while she checks the victim to see if the victim can be saved, she puts up tape, talks to people who are present, secures the evidence and follows procedures, all at the same time!
Officer walks up to the body, sees fresh blood pooling quickly from a gunshot wound to the head, sees brain matter and a skull fragment nearby. Advises Sergeant immediately “This is going to be a callout” ( ‘callout’ is for areas who have detectives off duty in the middle of the night)
Officer advises dispatch to advise Fire (who respond due to the apparent nature of the call: a victim of a shooting)that subject is 10-10(deceased)Fire still responds to confirm the death. When it’s an obvious fatal, only one or two firefighters will step into the crime scene which is now being rapidly secured and isolated which means getting the citizen ‘helpers’ out of the way since they are standing around the body by this time, and isolating witnesses so they don’t confuse what they actually saw versus what they are cross pollinating each other with.
First responding officer secures and isolates scene. The officer marks placement of evidence, sometimes using something as simple as pieces of paper from their notebook and folding the paper to cover any evidence like a bullet casing, bullet, cell phone, key, and so forth. This is a temporary measure until the real evidence team can arrive and start photographing and measuring those things. The body is left where it lies so detectives can gather evidence and examine the position of the body, impact points, and recover evidence, photograph the body and so on.
Once the detectives have adequately documented and recovered evidence, the body is taken by the Medical Examiner’s officer for an autopsy. Detectives attend the autopsy.
When cause of death is determined, the body is released to the family and goes to a funeral home. Delay of release depends on how quickly cause of death is determined. If there are toxicology screens or other lab reports pending the body is kept until they are finished. Usually not long, within a week mostly.

During the writing of my murder mysteries, Dead Men and Cats(available on amazon.com), and Sketch of a Murder COMING IN AUGUST, 2013 I have been fortunate to meet some great law enforcement folks. One such person is SUZANNE EVISTON. Suzanne is not only an officer, but also a K9 handler and trainer for K9 teams. MANY thanks to Officer #SuzanneEviston for her wonderful patience in helping me to understand the procedure that occurs when a homicide is reported. As always, any mistakes are mine.

WHICH CHARACTER OWNS THIS RIDE?

Can you guess which character owns this ride?

Can you guess which character owns this ride?

In one of my novels, one of the characters owns this ride. The first two people who leave the correct answer in a comment, will receive a FREE ebook of that novel.
The novels in which this ride might be featured are:
Good Intentions
Sketch of a Murder
Winners will be announced on JANUARY FIRST!